Let me be with YOU..♥

2011-10-16T03:47:00.000-07:00

I cried like nobody business.

The only moment I stop crying was when I fall asleep.

Relationship is a fucking funny thing, make people happy; make people cry.

I almost lost my the other half, we complaint about each other, we shout at each other.

I guess we still love each other.

What a miserable day.

Give a chance to others and yourself.

2011-10-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

Enemy or friend is depends on how you treat the person.
Even a stranger can be a friend, why turn a friend to become an enemy?
No one deserve your abominable attitude.

Everything that have passed is past.
Should appreciate what you have now.
Time never go back but you will know what to do next.

No matter how irritating am I
Im still LamKaiShanTerrisah.
I will still be who am I, never change.
If you think I have changed, maybe the one who changed is you.
After I conducted the reflective journal, I think it's time for me to find out the sense of self.

Should love myself more!! ♥

雨后的天空

2011-09-09T02:04:00.000-07:00

雨后的下午阴阴的天空让思绪回到从前又去到未来

喝着最爱的焦糖玛奇朵没能让我从白日梦里醒过来

反之让我沉醉在那无边无际的幻想里

在我的世界里有许许多多的如果

如果我与最爱的人分开了怎么办?

如果我以后毕业却失业了怎么办?

如果爸妈不喜欢我的爱人怎么办?

如果最亲的朋友们闹翻了怎么办?

突然就会有个人跟我说没有这么多 -如果- 啦!!

是啊

太多的如果而不去行动

永远都没有办法得到结果

所以应该动起来去为自己珍惜的一切努力.

女人啊就得努力为自己的脸留住青春.

护肤是女人必修的一门学问啊. :)

不只是生日要快乐天天都要快乐.

2011-09-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE officially 19year-old Spongebob aka KheeKhee!! ♥

Everyone love her so much!! I guess she is happy for what all of us did : D

Hope she can meet her prefect mate shortly..

Hope she can stay happy!! pretty!! cute!! clever!!

I guess she had a great night with her gang the night before her birthday..

So, today me and Stephy are not gonna give her any surprise..

We just date her for a birthday lunch at Santouka Ramen...

Nothing much to comment on their food.

Different people have their own opinion on food.

During the time we were waiting for our food, we took some nice photos!!

They are cute!!! Arent they? : D

After the lunch, we go for the new released movie!!

The Kingdom.

It's a sad movie, but we laugh loudly during the movie.

It's funny for us!! : D Guess it's a happy day for us?

ChunPooiKhee!! We heart you!! ♥

Nights World.

胆怯.

2011-09-04T09:36:00.000-07:00

是啊.
在这个凌晨时分胆怯. 多没用. 不是吗?
我不知道自己在害怕什么.. 害怕新的课程..? 还是在自己身边很久的人..?
更何况明知道自己明天不打算到学校报名新课程.. 还在担心明天大家不知会怎样?!

是啊.
真的很荒谬.. 明明都长这么大了还为了小事想东想西..
见到喜欢的人就来个拥抱不喜欢的就当看不见..
反正我也只不过是个坐在角落不发言的学生.. 不会有人注意到我..
并且我还是个劣等学生每天嚷着要更努力却什么都没做.. 窝在家里玩游戏..

承认所有的错承认自己的软弱..
最后还是我发现原来我真的害怕..
害怕被讨厌.. 尤其是被自己在乎的人讨厌..
但我永远都不会变成人见人爱的那一个.. 因为我始终是个坏人.......

别人撒热血我们撒热汗

2011-08-20T08:35:00.000-07:00

昨天的球赛 16比7

是的我是球赛的输家

可是输得很开心很享受.

我们常常看电影逛商场吃好吃的

昨天我们也很享受

我们吃自制的面包寿司卷当早餐看了一场电影

傍晚我们就到附近的球场打篮球撒热汗

她的球技当然没有以前好

可是还是投得进三分球而且姿势很标准

最大的缺点就是她很懒拾球都懒惰跑

不过真的很开心很开心..

That's the end of our day ♥

We spent a great day yesterday!!

被人偷偷爱着真好.

2011-08-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

记得那一天我很空闲上pps看了一套牵动人心的泰国电影.

很早前被脸书上的视频吸引但是一直都找不到

果然啊无心插柳柳成荫那天不经意就找到了.

说真的被人偷偷喜欢的感觉很好.

这部电影讲述两个互相偷偷喜欢的男女都不敢告白

个人很欣赏男方的表现

自己喜欢那个女生很久很久但没有要大声宣布只是默默付出

为女生写的那本图像日记更是动人超甜蜜的

看完这套戏我想起当年被她偷偷喜欢的感觉

虽然不是轰轰烈烈的追求但是有最实在陪伴

看完这套戏我还有另外一个疑惑

到底要几岁的女生才能够从初一演到二十多岁?

化妆真的那么厉害?

真的可以把十九岁的化成十三岁?再把十九化成二十多?

不过里面的主角个个都很看头都很会演

美的美丑的也演得凌厉精致!! 就像人生嘛~

每个人都有自己的责任只要走好自己的路每个人都是最好的.

初恋一直都是最美好的可是并不是每一个人的初恋都值得纪念

不过我相信初恋的那个人是永远在你的回忆里走不出来的

我初恋的那个人永远都只会在回忆里.

抱着婚纱的那一年

2011-08-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

不知道多少年以后

我身边的人一个一个穿上婚纱步入教堂

而我会不会只能抱着婚纱希望有人为我拍婚纱照?

昨夜的凌晨时分无法入眠的我想着这个问题

并且在想我爱对人了吗?

常常很自豪的说我很幸福我的另一半很疼我.

但是我爱上了一个我应该爱上的人吗?

身边似乎很多人是祝福我的觉得我会幸福的.

可是我知道很多在背后都认为这样的恋情不会长久.

我不是害怕别人的眼光

只是我担心我拖累了她的一生也让自己无法清醒.

我很疑惑我对她是爱还是依赖

我很担心我对她只不过是瞬间

不过今天.

我知道与其爱上一个不疼爱自己的男人

倒不如继续钟情于那个深爱自己的女人

我只是想说. 我真的好喜欢好喜欢她.

不对. 是好爱好爱她. ♥

四年的感情得来不易所以她说要更加珍惜.

想念她!! ♥

拥抱比较容易.

2011-08-11T09:02:00.000-07:00

趁虚而入的人最后还是输给了现实.

离开的一个星期没有失去反而领悟多并且获得许多.

唯一的遗憾就是. 友情的区域空虚了些.

愿所有人快快乐乐生活愉快.

The days after my FINAL.

2011-07-16T09:14:00.000-07:00

一个学期又过去

两个考试过去了

一个很长很长的假期来临了.

考试成绩我不敢想也不想提

只能说付出多少就会得到多少因为我又不是神童.

学业的事情告一段落

因为我的电话账单还没有还清我的生活乱七八糟

是我太依赖我的手机还是我太依赖我的另一半?

有时候真的希望自己能够脱离这个世界到另一个世界生活

去到另一个世界做不一样的自己认识不一样的人

可是贪心的我还是希望可以回到现实

因为我会怀念原来的自己会想念我身边的大家.

你们知道吗?

我真的有一个秘密隧道可以通往别人的世界.

那就是买张电影戏票走入电影世界感受主角的生活

最近看了一部电影叫 Mr Popper's Penguins.

这部电影的评语很两极化不过个人认为很好看

喜欢里面那些企鹅真的是太可爱了

喜欢这部电影的原因可能是因为它用了我很喜欢的家庭作主题

以前我总是觉得家庭是一个你总会离开的地方

可是近几年我发现家庭是一个我永远离不开的地方

不管你是谁担任什么职位在多遥远的地方

家人永远就是家人只会增加成员不会减少

所以推荐!!推荐!! 还没看的朋友.记得要去看哦!!

另外一个要推荐的东西就是染发剂

如果有留意我的事情的朋友们应该知道我想重染我的头发

这次是我第一次自己在家里染发还满乱七八糟的

可是因为选对了产品所以效果很好而且很容易操作

要推荐就是 Liese 泡泡染发剂

我选的颜色是 Marshmallow brown.

因为我不喜欢太暗的颜色亮一些总觉得会让自己看起来白一些

就这几样东西

非常容易操作真的只是需要搓揉就行了

而且个人认为真的很适合长发的朋友使用搓一搓染完全头.

而且并不会造成头发过分干燥里面附送的免洗润发素很滋润.

想要节省金钱的朋友我推荐这个!!

最后一个要推荐的东西就是一个blog shop.

里面的东西很时尚而且价格不贵个人很喜欢

大家得空不妨去看看哦!!

EFF&DEE

情有独钟

2011-07-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

Harlooooo..

肥婆连发三篇文章补偿一下我的观众们 ♥

谈完国家谈完食物当然要来谈谈我的感情

说到感情

不懂我的人会说我是曾经一脚踏两船的贱人

懂我的人会知道我的付出会明白我为什么要走出前一段恋情

想了想我的前任没有错我也没有错

只是我们真的不适合

拖拖拉拉的两年半我们都没有办法做回自己

现在的她很幸福可能因为找到一个真的适合她的人

而我还依然牵着那个陪着我走过四年岁月的人

我不知道别人是怎样衡量适合于不适合

可是我在意的是我们能不能够沟通

我很在意我们能不能把心里的话说出

我很在意我们能不能做回我们自己

而面对她我真的找回自己

面对问题吵架

我们一定会把问题摊开来谈把所有不满都说出来

并且我们秉持着与范范和黑人一样的原则

就是吵架不带到第二天

今天的事情就一定要在今天解决不管为了什么总要解决.

当然我的另一半并不是完美的而我更不是个完美的人

可是就是因为我们的不完美才能刚好凑在一起变得完整

谢谢曾经祝福我们的人我们珍惜你们给的祝福

对不起不看好我们的人我们让你失望了

如果可以重新选择我宁愿一开始就能与她相遇

我也不是故意辜负别人也让自己受伤.

Open your mouth :D

2011-07-09T08:03:00.000-07:00

如题今天要跟大家分享好康

而且是我最喜欢的吃吃吃!!

今天要推荐给大家的是一间西式料理店, ms.Yeng介绍的.

这间店位于OneUtama 的最底层.

跟TGI Friday & Carl's Junior 同一层.

这间西式料理店最适合像我一样喜欢品尝美食但又是个月光族的人

不知道的人都会认为像这种环境那么好的店食物的价格一定不便宜

没有错他们食物的价格的确不便宜
但是我们就是要把握好时机这样就能享受好康
喜欢西式面食的朋友更不能错过. : D

每个星期一至五, 12pm-3pm
多达十种的西式面食任你选择原价rm20++ 都有50%折扣.
重点是他们家的食物分量超级大食量小的朋友还可以与朋友共享.

Biie的Smoked sausages&mushroom with olive oil.
分量太大她根本吃不完

我的 Carbonara chicken ham&mushroom

因为我很饿我硬生生的啃完了
也或许我就是食量大的大肥婆
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

我们还另外加了一份蘑菇汤
蛮好喝不过还是对别一家情有独钟.
这样吃一吃我们只用了rm40++
我个人觉得很值得因为食物分量很大而且好吃
在吉隆波一带吃西式料理绝对不止这个价钱.
所以大家有时间就要去试试咯~

"干净"的星期六

2011-07-09T04:19:00.000-07:00

我知道自己好久好久都没更新了

不过我的观众不多没有太多怨声

懂我的人更会耐心等待.

登录了才发现自己真的有好多好多的草稿囤积在里面

一次又一次认为自己明天会更新

结果明天还有更多的明天

不管草稿里记录下的事情是快乐的还是不快乐的都一次过把它们给删了

因为太多的情绪往往会成为我们往前进的绊脚石

珍惜现在把握明天让过去只是过去

这样对我最好.

今天大家都在谈清洁

每个人都在用自己的方式去表达自己的想法

但是亲爱的执政领导们

你们这样只是让大家看见你们的懦弱

你们这样只是让大家觉得你们在害怕

你们这样只是让大家认为你们害怕自己的疮疤被人揭开

把政治透明化才是你们应该要做的

一件事情掩盖一件事情只会造成人民对你们的不信任

请让我们看见成熟的领导应有的作风吧!

1300-88-2525

2011-06-23T09:20:00.000-07:00

Did my post title sounds familiar to you?

: D

Yay!! We had Pizza hut as our dinner last night.

We are Me + Stephy + Khee again!!

We enjoy it and many funny things happen.

Cant stop laughing and I found out they're truly CHEESE POWDER LOVER!! ♥

My cheessy pizza!! ♥

The garlic bread and the soup.

And The girls!! ♥

Spent a great night with them at HELP main block.

hahahhaha : D

I think we are happy.right?

For me, I think friend is someone who can rely on but not take advantage of them.

How much sincerity you pay out, they will know.

I love my DarGangs!! ♥

Especially, the one who sleep in her class!! hahahah xD

Guess who is the sleeping one, and you will get a BIG FAT KISS from me!! ♥

hahahahah xD

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After sharing the happiness, I need to shout out some unpleasant feeling after I watch a video about

the reaction of the public when they saw the discrimination of homosexual.

It's touch when the guy gave the notes to the woman,

my tears drop and I can exactly feel how the woman felt.

There should be more people act like the guy, and I think our society will full with harmonious.

Just click in and have a look.

You will know what means,

We remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.

Off for my mokbiie.
Good nights ♥

Monday.Monday.Monday.

2011-06-20T07:29:00.000-07:00

Had a wonderful Monday!!

After the super powerful psy113 class, we went out again.

We = ME!! Khee!! Stephy!! ♥

Went for ms.aunty's birthday cupcakes at WONDER MILK.

Nice design. Nice cupcakes.which located at PJ, Uptown.

DarGangs!!! We should go and have a try next time!!!

I want to try delicious cupcakes!!

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Then, we went for lunch with my mokbiie at Tropicana city mall.

She is just so special to me ♥ Glad to meet her today!!

We ate Babolicious today. not really nice but full and worthy!!

We went for another movie before we went back to Uni.

The..HOODWINKED TOO!!

Funny name and SUPER "FUNNY" STORY LINE!!

It's absolutely created for children not teenager like us.

hahahahahah xD

We should go for Green lantern!! : ((

After all the happiness..

Tons of Assignment need to be done within this two weeks!!

Must be motivated!! I dont want to retake any subject!!

However, Im super lazy now, and this song is perfectly reflect my feelings!!

[[JJ &Ean's Monday Parody]]

Nights!! ♥
Should I remind you to click my ads??
PLEASE~

Lomo-graphy

2011-06-16T22:14:00.000-07:00

If you're up-to-dated, you will recognize Lomo-graphy.

However, do you really understand what is Lomo-graphy?

"Lomo-graphy is typically characterized by low quality pictures and odd lighting effects and other imperfections not normally seen in traditional photography. It is also usually a spontaneous style of photography." (dstingemore,2011)

Some example of lomo-graphy :

I know there is an application for APPLE's product called, Instagram.

It's an application that can produce similar effect on pictures.

BUT!!! Trust me!!

If you own a LOMO CAMERA, you will gain different experience!!

Now, A BIG CHANCE is AVAILABLE for young people who could not afford a new LOMO CAMERA.

A 95% *NEW* HOLGA 120 GCFN (CMY) is selling in rm180only, original price ~~rm230~~

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100% *NEW* 35mm Films Adapter for HOLGA 120 is selling rm60, original price ~~rm75~~

100% *NEW* Shutter Release Cable for HOLGA 120 is selling rm70only, original price ~~rm85~~

100% *NEW* 35mm Kodak MAX 400 (Expired Films) [[4rolls]] are selling RM5 each, original price, ~~rm7~~

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Further information, Please contact Rebecca Chiew via facebook or email me for her phone number.

并不完美但那就是生活.

2011-06-15T21:22:00.000-07:00

生活并不完美所以才精彩不是吗?

人与人之间没有了争吵又怎么会有火花?

我不喜欢争吵但是争吵之后的惊喜总是烙印在我心里.

和自己的另一半争吵哭哭闹闹之后了解问题后解决就会没事

和自己的朋友几乎没有正面争吵过只有逃避式的冷战感觉更糟糕

和自己的家人争吵应该两天后就没有会没事可能是因为血脉相通

争吵可以是人与人之间的感情增进

争吵也能让人与人之间的感情破裂

增进或是破裂

全都由当事人操控

再坏的情况也能冰释前嫌

再好的感情也能反面成仇

如果让我选择我希望没有仇恨.

Screw my day.thanks.

2011-06-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

Tons of drafts saved.

But this is the only one I want to share.

Maybe Im happy.

Another Saturday

2011-05-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

本来想说说看了Yes or No 的观后感.

可是就是做什么都提不起劲

本来想说说真心的领悟因为好像多事情发生

可是我也还没弄清楚我到底明白真心吗?

本来想说说我有多爱我的另一半而且我相信真爱

可是我担心别人说我做作因为不是外人能够理解别人的爱

我现在的心情就只剩下.

You never know.

2011-05-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

My sincerity in my pocket. : )

Not in a good mood.

Dont try to make my mood worst.

Thankyou.

Something NEW is waiting for u!!

2011-05-24T06:31:00.000-07:00

Just came back from IPOH.

Im full and in a GOOD MOOD.

When ppl in a good mood, they will like to share GOOD THINGS.

So, Are you the one who looking forward for something new?
Are you the one who have big interest on FASHION?
For example,

Dream of being a well know MODEL?

Finding a pathway to become a successful Fashion Designers?

A PHOTOGRAPHER who is waiting a chance to let people know their work?

DONT DREAM and DONT WAIT ANYMORE!!

Tri-Factor Glam Night needs peoples like YOU!!

Wondering what is that?
Its a GRAND EVENT organized by HELP EVENT MANAGING CLUB.

This a all about a competition among the best models, fashion designers and photographers.

If you are 16years old and above.

This is a BIG CHANCE to let more people know you.

Dont miss the chance.
Two days of audition will be held at eCurve.

Date: 25th & 26th of June
Time: 10.30am-8.30pm.

You better make yourself free and go to visit them.

Lots of great prizes are waiting for you!!

It will be BIG! COOL! GRAND! CLASSY! AWESOME!

For further information, please contact Rebecca Chiew via Facebook.
People can also go here to have a look.
http://tfgnight.com/

Lovely friday

2011-05-21T08:12:00.000-07:00

I think I forgot to talk about my lovely friday that I spent with my biie.

Our original plan failed, so we just went for movie and some shopping.

Im finding my dream bag, but failed.

: ((

We went for Pirates of the Caribbean.

I would say it's still a GOOD MOVIE like the previous one.

Another MUST WATCH for this.

At last, Im not the one who kept buying things.

She bought 2 longpants from PDI, since there are SALES.

Girls always like SALES,arent we?

Yay!! Sales!! I saw SASA is doing Summer Sales.

So, I went to get a new mascara since my old one has announced she wanna quit. ; ))

I dont really put on make up because I still in the LEARNING stage : ))

However, I like to put on mascara to make tiny eyes bigger.

I know that's not enough to make my eyes bigger, but at least prettier?

Recently, I found a magazine is introducing The Majolica Majorca lash expander.

I know the name sound like those magic words.

For me, I think the magic words really works.

I bought it yesterday and I did experiment before I sleep.

I dont have a pair of nice eyes and my eyelashes are so short, but I just sharing.

Did you see the different? It makes my eyelashes longer.

If you are not that rich like me and finding something worth to use.

I think this Majolica Majorca lash expander is what you are finding.

It's time to say BYE.

Nights.

: ))

People care about the journey more than the destination

2011-05-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

Acting like a kid.

Yay!! Whatever.

I admit that.

Say whatever you wanna to say.

SHOUT TO THE WORLD:

I still alive and I wish to live longer.Thankyou.

I promise I will appreciate everything and everyone around me.

Heading to Ipoh tomorrow morning.

Miss me, babe!

Nights. : )

I dont want to be Influential.

2011-05-18T08:16:00.000-07:00

I miss her so much but we are busying for our own things.

Doing revision for the subject, Leadership & Life Skills.

It's not really a new thing for me, since I learnt something about it from HumanComm.

However, I still feel stress and scare.

Maybe it's because of miss.Red visiting me.

I hope I could be motivated all the time and do revision more often.

Today, is a SUPER BAD DAY for me.

.fml.

Mummy keep nagging me since I woke up this morning.

Got block by STUPID USELESS AND GREEDY POLICEMEN.

My dad shouted at me just because I didnt answer his phone, and my reason was im driving.

My mum shouted at me just because her husband shouted at her, how ridiculous is it?!

I shouted back to her. Im sorry about it.I just cant control myself.

All in all, all the bad things happened on me today.

I feel so bad and I got serious period pain.

Two things that make me feel better is the coffee and the talk.

Sorry for everyone who concern about me.

I just feel like being alone.

This time, I purposely dont want to reply.

Im dont want to share my moody.

I know I will be OKAY after tonight.

I will smile brightly after tonight.

.Good Night.

Song of the day :D

2011-05-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

Since our lecturer asked us listen to this song and do some self-reflection.

So, This is the song of MY DAY.

Love make things changed

2011-05-17T02:41:00.000-07:00

Finally I got a chance to meet my biie yesterday.

I miss her so so much ♥

it has been a whole week we didnt meet each other since our anniversary.

Yesterday, she didnt really accompany me, but we did enjoy our dinner.

She didnt really talk to me, but I did enjoy looking at her when she was working.

Love make her changed to a better person, a person who has her own ideal for her future.

Love make me changed to a better lover, I guess? : ) I used to shout at her because of silly things.

However, I did learn how to deal with my emotion and being understanding now.

All in all, Love always make things changed.

Change a person, change a person's habits and even personality.

Last but not least, Love can changed some bad situation into GOOD situation.

This is what I found after I read ms.rebecca 's blog.

May God bless every couples. ♥

The Song of the Day.

2011-05-15T06:21:00.000-07:00

I know why I love the way Im

: D

Just end my day with smile.

2011-05-15T05:57:00.000-07:00

和姐妹见面聊天

很舒服地吃着糖水聊天

很舒服地摊在地上聊天

也在那里买了一件自己很喜欢的裙子

选择去吃甜食是因为我心情其实真的没有很好

选择买下那件衣服是因为那是让我快乐的元素

可是我相信我能带着笑容入睡

可是我相信明天会是美好的一天

因为明天会见到笑容灿烂的琪

因为明天会见到分享幸福的丽

我应该对每天都还有期待的.

♥

My mind full with TEARS.

2011-05-14T20:20:00.000-07:00

还记得当初你牵起我的手教我起步

还记得当初我是你唯一的掌上明珠

还记得当初你在家陪伴我们的时刻

还记得当初我们一家子一起逛商场

还记得当初你牵起她的手说要照顾她一辈子然后签字

为什么现在你却是那么可恶自私自以为是

为什么现在你却可以这样无理自私地对我们

为什么讨厌你心里却在痛?

可能是因为曾经很爱你很尊敬

可是你却一次又一次地让我失望

我讨厌你的无理我讨厌你的自私

我更讨厌自己讨厌你

我真心祈求只希望你对她好一些.

When you believe

2011-05-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

当有那么一个人能够牵着你的手

陪你走过四个年头你对她的爱会有多深?

在这不长不短的四年里

她不曾背叛她不曾舍弃她不曾动粗

她陪我疯狂她陪我流泪

她陪我写下回忆的纪念册

我们吵架我们质疑我们嫉妒

但我们吵架从不带到第二天我们知道原谅对方有多重要

对她的爱不是随便说说而已

因为她已经是我的家人

我不愿意让她只是成为我的爱侣

我希望我能一直拥有你的爱直到世界末日的那一天

我爱你 ♥

昨天是我们在一起的 4周年纪念

似乎没什么特别就像平时一样

但是我们的心里都在谢谢彼此能在这个时候陪着对方

我们不再是小孩我们都有自己要兼顾的事情

但是我们不会忘记我们第一次感受到爱的日子

我们去看好电影遇见两个好人去吃好吃的睡一场好觉

我们常遇到的好人1号在好日子里和姐妹们碰面

我们去看电影 Fast and Furious 5 跟好人2号碰面她跟我们看同一场戏

非看不可好喜欢他们每个换挡的动作

整套戏没有冷场甚至还有一幕大快人心当然也少不了多多笑点

总而言之很值得看

然后我们就去我们的超级丰盛韩国套餐

或许我们真的叫太大份了没有真的吃得一干二净

不知道为什么网络那么慢照片无法上传只能分享这么一张

有那个很好吃石锅饭没办法分享可是真的很好吃

我庆幸有一个那么特别的人爱我 ♥

我们的爱

2011-05-08T02:03:00.000-07:00

刚从马六甲回来

那是我们最好的纪念日礼物

我们的爱就是那么的值得纪念

biie 我爱你 ♥

幸好你们都还在

2011-04-29T21:45:00.000-07:00

是的我考完试的那个星期五

我去修了我的头发

然后之后的节目就更精彩

我和我最喜欢的姐妹们一起打羽球一起吃火锅

跟她们一起的时间总是特别快乐总是特别快过

可能是太久没有运动大家都显得懒散

然后我也有一种陌生的感觉

不过没关系我知道只是过渡期

然后火锅很好吃也很好玩

可是拿的太多没有真的吃完所有东西

还有缘到遇到stephy和他的热昧对象

总之那天晚上我是真的很开心的.

有时候看见她们的笑容知道她们很快乐

自己也会会心一笑然后快乐起来.

: D

Four fit.四个刚刚好.

2011-04-29T21:31:00.000-07:00

让我把我把时间推早一些

在我跟回忆纠缠之前的某个星期三

我们四个终于可以凑在一起小聚一番

我们抱着要遇见我的前任的心态到一个夸张多人的咖啡屋聚餐

我没骗人它就真的只是一间面包很好吃咖啡屋

它的面包种类多也特别

最特别的好像是因为面包是使用石窑烤出来的

这些都是我们的选择左上角那个不起眼的派

很好吃哦虽然吃多了有点腻

但是起司和马铃薯爱好者不可以错过.

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

然后我们还去看了电影 Source Code

很不错让你学会珍惜每一秒以及什么事都是有可能的.

: )

然后就是主角们照片啦

看见他们总是有种莫名的感触

谢谢她们让我的生活更美好

我超级喜欢我的过去然后她们更是照亮我的现在

.........................................................................................

其实我们四个各自从自己的过去走来

能够凑在一起写我们的未来不简单

我记得有人说过长得越大朋友越难寻

我承认因为不是每个人都可以相处得来

我们几个更是有自己的生活要过

但是当我们回到校园我们都需要彼此互相扶持.

谢谢你们.

回忆牵着我的手

2011-04-29T20:49:00.000-07:00

早安大家.

我没办法忍受自己怎么久没有更新我的部落格

我这个标题好像是前天写下的内容却是空白的

我明明很多时间耗着却一直没有动起手指

或许与灵感有关系

我不是那些生活多姿多彩的博客没有办法每天都写出精彩

我有时候可以沉醉在梦里不起床

我有时候可以抱着一堆食物不在乎

我有时候可以沉醉在电影世界里向现实说再见

我有时候也可以想起两年前的我们

据我的回忆说我以前是这样上课的

然后我一直有一群从始到终陪着我的人

就算没有像以前紧密的联系但是似乎有条线把我们牵在一起

有种爱不是别人能明白

从那天我的旧电话遗失后

我越来越想念过去我知道我不应该停留在过去但回忆总是来找我

那段不能磨灭的岁月

在我心里不断回荡不断上演

有些人的确曾经陪着我走过不少岁月但是最后是谁离弃谁

你还记得吗?

我喜欢我中学发生一切

就算是吵架就算是冷战就算是流泪

那一切都是让我们长大的

我永远不会忘记在我中学生活出现过的你们包括讨厌我和我讨厌的

因为我清楚知道不是每个人都会喜欢你但有些人注定不讨厌你.

从现在开始一切将会变好的

.....♥.....

Typical Malacca people hold my hands.

2011-04-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

Yes.Finally I have the mood to update my Malacca trip.

As my title stated, typical malacca people brought us walk around the city.

Our food-hunting trip did not go for those well-known chicken rice or well-known satay celup.

As we arrived Malacca, we went to our hotel to check-in and settled down our things.

We stay in this PERGOLA HOTEL which is a simple and clean boutique hotel.

It located near Dataran Pahlawan.

We spent one night over there and we gain pretty nice experience.

Everything was good except the front desk staff was too weird.

After a 10minutes rest, we went to eat the beef noodle which is nice and sold with a very low price.

We all ordered different noodle and I ordered the traditional spicy soup noodle.

It's not really spicy but the soup taste like spicy bakkutteh. Full of herbal.i guess?

I finished all by myself and this is the first meal I had in Malacca.

After that, we went back to hotel had a rest and waiting for Juyi.

See!! when Juyi met us, she is so happy and even laugh out so loud.

Say BYE to the hotel and we start our journey.

I changed my leggings to shorts and tied up my hair!!

: D And Yay!! with my flippers.

Then we went to the old bakery shop that own by Juyi's grandparents.

We go get fragrance biscuit (香饼) and those hokkien traditional biscuit.

After some chit-chat session, we went to a shop just opposite Capitol satay celup.

They are selling super nice sweet pour(叉烧) rice.

Another special thing is they pour curry and sweet sauce on it.

But, sorry. Forgot to capture any photo : ((

This is the second meal and our next round is Satay celup.

Please ladies and gentle dont go Capitol to line up anymore.

You guys should go BAN LEE SIANG which located at Jln Ong Kim Wee.

There are more delicious than Capitol.

: D

After all the normal food. We went to a street behind Madam king.

There are some stalls selling seafood and rojak.

The sauce was awesome but i dont want to mention the environment.

Ms.khee!! you cant go there!! : D

Say Hi again to the 10years old Yuki.

She is Juyi little aunt.hahaha xD She is cute and talkative.

I like her!! : DD

Around 9:30pm something, we were heading to Jonker Street for 88jonker cendol.

Thumbs up!! : )

Of course.we did walk around at Jonker street and bought a red angry bird.

I know it's sound funny but it's my biie favorite so i decided to buy and put on my car.

i love her!! : )

Lastly, the last session of food hunting of the day was Duck noodle with funny sweet soup.

it's famous because of their duck soup and they start their business at 9pm and end at 4am.

Many clubbers love to visit this shop whenever they feel hungry after all the dance session.

This shop also serves some sweet soup like 六味.

Surprisingly, there was macaroni inside.

hahahahha xD

The other morning, we went to the RANDOM CORNER and RANDOM STAIRS

to have our nyonya breakfast. They serve too little thing that day.

So, we had our lunch at another nyonya restaurant.

The food was pretty nice and we really enjoy.

After the lunch, we were leaving Malacca around 2pm.

Malacca is a fun place to let us discover.

For me, it's the best low budget vacation.

Night.people. : D

Sunny babe

2011-04-19T00:18:00.000-07:00

Say HI to Juyi babe.

She is babe girl yet she looks like a boy.

She is so cute and tame.

She even can swim in this young age or should say SHE IS ONLY A SIX MONTHS BABY.

She bright up my Malacca trip!! : D

I should talk about my Malacca trip.i know.

Hmmm.but im kinda lazy..So i will updated afterward.okay??

Love me like how much I love Juyi babe. : D

Unpredictable.

2011-04-18T04:31:00.000-07:00

Heyyo.Im back from the 'Oneway' City, Malacca.
If you ever try to drive at Malacca, you will realize most of their roads are one way.
Hahaha. that's why I call it the Oneway City.

I will talk about my food hunting trip in the next post.I guess?
Since I will be very free for the whole month.
My final exam has ended. My course has ended.I guess?
I think I did well for my stats and tourism, but I have notthing to say about my psycho and moral studies.
Please pray hard for me.I just want to pass all my subjects and move to degree.

Since my holidays start. my life will be..

NO MORE MORNING/AFTERNOON CLASS
NO MORE ASSIGNMENT
NO MORE PRESENTATION
NO MORE mcD BREAKFAST
NO MORE SUBWAY LUNCH
NO MORE 'useless' BREAKTIME
NO MORE CARPARK ISSUE

I should be happy yet I miss those days.
I miss the way we hanging around.
I even miss the joke of calling the wrong number to the doublepark person.
Anyway, I will try my best to fulfill my time with all activities and spent more time with my family.

That's lots of memory for this semester.
I joined the Talent night and found out there are many power people out there. : D
I joined the Tourism night and found out ms.Mira can dance very well. Bravo..Bravo.. : D
I joined the moral group mates to visit a orphan house.
We didnt get to interact with the kids but we still enjoy it cause it was the first time we paint the wall.
In love with snowflake!! especially with gangs!! :DD
Love to study with my perfect spouse!! ♥
AND THE LAST THING. Final make us become so stress!!

Now. Let the photos talk.

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Hey, you pity little thing!!

Yes, for me. you're no longer a normal person.

You laughing at others and criticize others.

Didnt you realize you're doing the same thing?

You're also scolding and shouting on your blog.

That's all for today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE PRETTIES WOMAN IN THE WORLD.

Today gonna be the DAY.

2011-04-15T22:30:00.000-07:00

Olla.

Waiting for my dad and it's equal to BORING.

That's why Im here to bomb my space.

We will go for a Food Hunting trip at Malacca later.

Im sure it will be a nice trip since it's been a long time we didnt go out together.

Today is a raining day yet my heart is full of sun shine.

I slept 10hours and pass through all the 5 stages of sleeping.

Great Day.

Hope all of u have nice day like what I had.

Bye March.

2011-03-31T08:24:00.000-07:00

It's the last day and last hour of March.

Many things happen within this few days.

Many different feelings pop up in my mind.

A old friend will getting marry in May. She is the first one around me getting marry.

I felt shock but somehow I really hope she can have a happy marriage life and happily ever after.

And the end of the March is a season which full of sickness.

Many people suffer in flu, coughing and even fever.

Me, myself, my brother, my mother and even Yeng.

noob noob

terrible weather

: ((

The last thing is since I loss my job that introduced by min er.

Stephy found a new one which no need go for training.

However, you need to submit a resume to the employee.

The employee may not pick me, so I may loss my job again.

I didnt have any experience about this, so stephy help me alots on it.

She help me to edit my resume since what wrote was suck.gg!!

Okay.I always know I should improve myself.

Hahahahahahaha : ))

Thats all.Nitez.

The last last thing.

Pray hard for ms.rebecca.

.Get well soon.

You bright my life ♥

2011-03-30T01:41:00.000-07:00

ILY.♥

不需要太多的言语去修饰我对你的爱

因为你是我生命里最特别的人

Active ≠ Passive

2011-03-30T00:57:00.000-07:00

I try my best to do this.

I hope I can do this.

I want to do this.

You!! Yes!! You!!

Shut your mouth up!!

We are using different method to handle our problem.

Just continue use your cruel way to treat all people around you.

And Im using my own way to treat all people around me.

Im not the best or maybe didnt went through many things like you did.

However, there are still people that willing stand by me, love me and treat me with their sincerity.

You have too much of confidence and they have block your eyes.

Evil is me.

: D

When i look into your eyes

2011-03-29T09:32:00.000-07:00

You are so beautiful yet evil.
You always make my world changed.
I hope I can get rid of you and find my new world.
You are just so irritating and I just hate you.
When i look into your eyes I saw evil when you look at me.
Luckily, you know you always should love them.
We aren't your family members.that's why we get this kind of responses?
Never mind.Get your own life and I will have my own.
I know everything will mess up and I don't think you are mature enough to criticize other people.

把握住因为会离开

2011-03-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

Yes.HAPPIIE BIRTHDAY TO MS.MYE.

Today is her BIG DAY.

I planned to bring her a small surprise yet it's failed.

I know Im dumb. She was not there when I reached.

However, my sincerity still sent to her.

I hope she can find and better person to love.

I hope she can have anything she would like to have.

I hope she can enjoy her college life and get rid of all problems.

I hope she can be more tough and strong to solve problems.

I hope she can find someone that know her and let her to trust.

She always need people around her and I hope all people that around her is the BEST!!

iloveyou!!

Mooffff.

2011-03-24T04:12:00.000-07:00

Khee said this is ME!!

Im not the one who will run back to the past.

I tried to ask myself whether I can do it. Because I affair of losing.

Well, the answer is no, even the future, kicked off means kicked off : D

Thankyou very much.

Everything become BIGGER

2011-03-24T03:56:00.000-07:00

我们可以很庞大同时我们也可以很渺小

不是没有付出过真心在任何人身上所以可以明白

某些人在自己的心中就是那么大就是那么小

可能有时候会变大有时候会变小可是某些人就是那个尺寸

我决定继续因为你的一句她会回来的

我知道她就是这样我明白她就是这样

所以我不会轻易放弃因为我知道她的在我心里的尺寸

我坚信有一些友人是可以永远的.

今天去见了一位中学同学

她在为她梦想奋斗了我说我也是啊

我从来没有停歇过只是方式不一样

她投入了Amway直销行列也不完全是直销

因为她说她是用internet marketing system.

她问我觉得自己现在成功吗?

其实我根本没有觉得自己失败的理由

她问我觉得创造系统比较好还是投入系统比较好?

投入系统之后互相扶持就能有稳定的收入

我说创造比较好因为你能拥有整个系统钱也会自动流入

她跟我分享富爸爸与穷爸爸的故事

我获益良多我感慨良多

因为我认为每个人都必须经历E 才能走到去 B

E stands for employees

B stands for big business

我从来不觉得任何人可以从big business开始

所以啊我还是认为人不能一步登天

人要有信念人要有梦想

人更要有原则

了解自己明白自己

我坚信可以减少你重伤的机率

我们长大了

说的话不一样了

聊的话不一样了

做的事不一样了

见的人不一样了

可是仍会从一字一句里透出关心

爱与恨很难说明白可是却能表现出来

Digi SMARTPLAN for smart people.

2011-03-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

Last Wednesday went to SS2 Digicenter to change my data plan.
I changed my DG50 to DG Smartplan which can provided unlimited online service.
Just like waiting at the bank. We need to get a number and sit down to wait for our turn.

Spotted me and biie? we are so small compare to the security guard.

Luckily not many people that day, so it just took about 20 minutes to settle.

Let's see why it's worth to choose Digi?

It 's only rm78 for blackberries.

Although it does not allow adding friends and families,yet you still can Whatsapps or BBM with the unlimited online service. When you reach a certain amount, it also giving out discount.

If postpaid is not what you want.Digi's prepaid plan also provide awesome choice.

Just like my friend and my biie are using the Easyprepaid help them save many money.

They can set three friends and families,and the phone calls are free!! however you need to pay rm3 when you register.or maybe DiGiSuperReload can fulfill you with grabbing the freebies with every reload. : D

Digi will always the best choice for smart people like us :D

Resign and interview

2011-03-23T02:56:00.000-07:00

I think i did say i resign for it.right?
If i have not mistaken i said it few days ago.
Luckily, someone interviewed and get the job already.
So good. : D
The people in and out the company like so easy.

Stephy and khee keep on ask me what's wrong with me.
They are like so caring and supportive.
Okay.I would like to say It's because i resigned.
I feel guilt and regret after I resigned from the special company.
That's all.so stop being so caring and ask me what's happening.
I appreciated yet I dont want you guys to worry about me.

: D Im just so capricious or maybe I fall into the category call 'disorder'?

Jump off from where I stopped.
And, everything are no longer the same. 16days more will be my final.
Pray Pray Pray hard!! i want to pass all my subject and end my foundation.

If you were here..

2011-03-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

You know I miss you.right?

Alone ≠ Lonely

2011-03-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

Im planning to have my breakfast at McDonald tomorrow morning.

It's kind of AGAIN.since I have McD's breakfast for last two days.

Or..maybe Subway's breakfast could bright my day,yet I dont want to be smelly tomorrow.

Conclusion, I will stick to McD.

And I think I will be alone and I'll try my best to study.noob.noob..

I need to control myself not to look around at those funny people and gossip to my friend later on..

Anyway, I dont think alone is means lonely.

Sometimes, I enjoy the time being alone.It's awesome.

: D

Need to turn on the busy mood again after two days of break.

Finally, tomorrow I can date with mr.eiid and watch movie.

Thurday will hang out with DarGirls.steph.khee.and maybe shirley?

Friday will meet mr.eiid again and heading to Talentnight.THE LOST&FOUND.

Lastly, saturday will join the tourism class visiting Malacca again.

And maybe saturday night will hangout with DarGirls.yeng.rachel.weiyan or ling?

What a wonderful week!!

Mylittlepoor ms.yeng got badheadache recently.

Hope she can get well soon and everything will be alright!!

God bless!!

..Namoamitofo..

We love you.

Nights.World.

Make my life getting better!! :D

2011-03-15T03:11:00.000-07:00

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Im glad Im still here ♥

2011-03-13T00:21:00.000-08:00

我们常常在投诉这样那样

可是我们有没有想过自己拥有的

我是不是应该庆幸我们还能与我们爱的人一起

日本8.9级大地震美丽的北海道变成北海人们的居所被分成两半

我们至少还能在这里为明天做准备

我们要不要试下珍惜自己有的然后告诉自己爱的人我爱你?

If I can hold your hand.

2011-03-13T00:03:00.000-08:00

If I could hold your hand. I will hold as hard as I can.
I found we changed or maybe the environment changed.
We hardly speak out what we want to say.
Maybe because you feel unsecured or maybe Im just not her.
I sense something happen on you, yet I not dare to ask.

I always do silly things, talk silly topics, and act like an idiot.
Even in a group, i always is the useless one.
I really sorry about that, maybe Im just not her.

Im a immature baby. Always jealous on silly things.
I even can throw my anger to someone else that I not really know.
Im so sorry.Im just a baby who act like an adolescence.

If I lost you.I'll be CRAZY.

2011-02-27T03:05:00.000-08:00

惊喜一点都不惊喜

快乐有很多很多快乐

我不是一个好人早就告诉全部人了

我没有必要假装坏人.对吧~

思绪一直被严爵的歌影响

不断不断的回荡在脑海里

不断不断的在思考我与我的爱人的故事

在一起多久了还能有这般任性的态度

在一起多久了还能有这般包容的耐心

在一起快四年了我们缺少了一些也多了一些

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啊拉是的刚从美丽的古城回来

那里又成为了我们的共同回忆

我喜欢大家一起出游我更喜欢拖着你的手说故事

旅程的确完美但是我却是那缺陷

我的心情起伏不定我的心里堆了厚厚的尘

我有说不出的感受我有说不完的故事

但我却只对你说出一句我不喜欢你

我不喜欢你的不踏实

我不喜欢你的没计划

我不喜欢你的大臭脸

但我却爱牵着你的手走入我们以后的世界

我知道我不能要你为我改变什么

但我相信我能改变我们以后的日子.

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你说虽然辛苦了但是有很踏实的舒服

你说再辛苦也要偝下去...

我就这样亲了下去..

我说现在不是倾诉的时候

2011-02-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

I knew that.

No. I should know that earlier.

Let's smile and say Tomorrow is a NEW DAY!!

Aha!! Lazy fatty sitting in front the computer!!

2011-02-21T01:31:00.000-08:00

You're RIGHT!

The lazy fatty is me!!

I enjoy calling myself fatty.

I like fatty more than 肥婆.

I like biie more than 老婆.

So, girlss..call me fatty next time!!

So, mokbiie..call me biie next time!!

Im so boring and lazy to do any research for either moral or psycho.

Recently, I found there are many useful and interesting website register and create by Malaysian.

It's means Malaysia is progressing.

What I means is not Air-asia online booking website or those famous and large cooperate website.

What I means is those website that provide you even Malay.

Sometimes, I found. If you cant understand, you need to translate.

Show you some of them.

: ) Have a nice day!!

Give me a hug and I'll kiss you!!

2011-02-21T00:44:00.000-08:00

I have the ugliest 大小眼 in the world!!

Gaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

But I looks fair in this photo..it's smth that i can praise myself.

I say Yoohoo and You say Great!!!

Hahahahahahhaahahahahaha!!

My midterm ended.

I'll happy for at least 2 days and I promise I'll start concentrate on my preparation for presentation.

I swear! I swear! I swear!

Back to the midterm. I think I can get good result for my tourism paper even thought I didnt study!!

It's because it was so so so easy and we even get same question like what we had for quiz1.

Im happy for that!

Another happy thing is..I finally bumped into ms.rebecca and her mr.wanzhan.

They are still the same. Notthing changed.

By the way, Ms.Rebecca dont worry!! YOU are still pretty!! trust me!! : )

Now Im busy finding the details about Fraser hill.

I wish to go there since I watched Axian's tv show.

However, I suddenly think that Im too selfish to decide going to there.

At first, I think there is nice and full of Europe style building and I want to try the afternoon tea.

I also think there would be a good place for us to chit-chat and capture lots of picture.

But now, I think there is pretty boring and really notthing special to drive almost 2hours to there.

Omg!! Sorry!!dear...

You deserve more.

2011-02-20T08:28:00.000-08:00

Not in a very good mood.

Dont really study for tourism.

Im super lazy and depressed for something.

Dont care how many marks I can get already.

But, hope ms.stephy can get good marks for her PR paper and tourism paper.

God bless her!!

Went to midvalley with mummy again.

Me and mummy bought a new swimsuit.

I was bored with my old sport-type swimsuit and mummy is preparing for her Bali's trip.

She also bought a nice flat for her Bali's trip.

I was thinking to buy bikini at first, but Im not dare to do so. Im a TRUE FATTY!!

But, what can i do? I just like to eat and lazy to exercise.

Maybe few years later..

fatty will lead the fashion world and no one will complain about their body shape.

And I realize something..

Sometimes, you may get more than what you have did.

However, sometimes, no matter how much effort you put on someone or something.

You may not get the returns based on how much you did.

Just like what Stephy said, Things change, so do people.(stephy, 2010)

Ha..see! This is reality.

Bye..my fairy tales..I'll miss you!!

AAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Cant stand those things anymore!!!!!!

Thank god there is always someone who can cheer me up!! Love her maxx!! ♥

I want to have a 4-D's dream :D

2011-02-19T01:32:00.000-08:00

Im so tired...

Midterm make me feel stress..

I can't imaging how can I sit for my Final exam

Do anyone provide tuition for college students? Maybe I need tuition for Statistic.

Today's paper was so hard. Much more harder than the revision question.wtf.

My stats sure gg already, but I hope I can at least have 8 marks over 20.

Andd..luckily I spent more time studied psycho.

I think i can get at least 10/20..hopefully my dreams come true.

Now it's time for a long long nap.

Ciao..

Stay with me. :(

2011-02-16T08:39:00.000-08:00

Im still not in the study mood.

I plan to buy myself a branded handbag.

I plan to go for plastic surgery.

I plan to go fraser hill.

I plan to go to an beautiful island.

I want to hug someone who is arguing with me.and ask her. Do you love me?

Im a nice piece of bullshit :)

2011-02-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

500 words to go. Super lazy to continue.

Anyone willing to help, PLEASE.

SUPER IMBA. :((

原来幸福很难

2011-02-15T06:00:00.000-08:00

我现在才知道

原来幸福很难很难

渐渐长大发现很多事情都很难

明明记得以前觉得什么只要想做只要肯做就可以了

可是现在每一件事都变得复杂我很累我很烦

我也不明白我这种性格还有谁能忍受

我不断去逃避逃离那些我想面对的事

我不知道为什么我还是爱你

是因为你让我感到冷的时候带给我温暖

是因为你让我从低潮爬起来变得快乐

原来现实很不简单

可能就像敏儿说的我们太像朋友了

迟早我们还是会分开的是吗?

The First day of February

2011-02-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

Ahahahahahaha : D

Today is a good good day with the big big sun.

We went to TAMAN PERTANIAN again.

This time we didnt really enjoy ride the bicycle around the TAMAN PERTANIAN
but after went back to my house, we enjoyed the volleyball and basketball game so much.
We even played our childhood's game called 'Monkey'.
We played like a child and laughed loudly until the whole neighbourhood can hear us.

The sad thing is ms.ling, ms.khee, ms.shirley and my eiid are absent.
I hope next time they can join. :))

I love to hang out with them no matter is for movie, shopping, or doing healthy activity.

They are my soul of life. They are the BEST PEOPLE I ever met. :))

To make a conclude for my 2011's January
I would like to say, It was GREAT.

First of all, is my birthday.
It was a BIRTHDAY full of happiness and awesomeness.

All the wishes that I made at 2010's birthday really come true and even better than my wish.

All the people that I LOVED made a BIG SURPRISE for me

and

sent me to THE CURVE for the SUPER NICE firework show.

They are amazing people with super power.

Before the surprise, two small womans used their SUPER POWER bring me to Sungaiwang.

Thank you both of them so so much ♥

The three little woman use their BIG POWER and sent me so many beautiful balloons!!

They are super sweet. They are my energy in college!!

Other than the five ladies, Here are the ♥COUPLES♥

Thank you so much for spending so much time for me!!

Especially my SUPER POWER QUEEN!!

.REBECCA CHIEW.and her mummy.

LOVE HER THE MOST ♥

dont ask me why :)

She and her mom prepared nice food for us and make us SUPER FULL!!

Next next next

Woman who has super power to sent my eiid to celebrate with us.

She need to work on the next morning but she still willing to celebrate with me.

Make so happy :))

And I wont forget the super woman who has super power to hide herself from camera and keep on capture others people ugly face. But I still like her so much.

This is the only picture I could find her.♥ The red colour t-shirt super girl.♥

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They hide at the balcony...

They made my room become.........

They made me cried like a shit.

Lastly, I would like to thankyou my dearest biie ♥

She always is so understanding and caring.

She know what I want and she gave me what I want.

Notthing gonna change my love for you ♥

Will talk about my present in the next post.

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The next big things that happen in January is ms.rebecca's 19's Birthday.

She is a SUPER GREAT person for me

Words are not enough to let me shout out how much I love her.

衷心希望她天天开心天天幸福天天平安天天健康到永远

That's the end.All the photos credited to ling&stephy.

You are the ONE.

2011-01-25T08:22:00.000-08:00

LOVE ALWAYS THERE <3

Wootss..The 100th post..

2011-01-25T08:19:00.000-08:00

Today is a hyper day for me to create a hyper 100th post.
:))) Not really a hyper post..I think..Idk what I was hyper for..
Maybe was the weather, maybe was the atmosphere, maybe was the message.
Blablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablabla..

By the way.today I just did a SELF-ESTEEM SCALE.
Among all the question, I found one that make me strongly agree.
which is [[ I wish I could have more respect for myself. ]]
To respect myself, I think I should love myself.
Unfortunately, I HATE MYSELF.

Wootsss..So....so...so..
I think i should find some therapy to cure my emoness.
I felt that Im useless since last week..and I felt who I love hate me too..
Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..... >o<

..AND..
The one who I care the most even hate me and treat me like a stranger.

..TANDAN..
Somehow..I think it's my problem to make the person hate me..
I think im selfish, not polite enough, not kind enough, not sweet enough, not considerate enough.
:))))))))))))))))

美丽的伤口复合也会特别快

2011-01-24T08:30:00.000-08:00

很好一天又过去了19分钟

今天的我又浑浑噩噩地过了

耗在床上的时间多于跟书本交流时间

我是拜金族.

这词是这样用的吗?

我花光我所有的钱口袋剩下半毛钱银行户口的零也比别人少

我甚至想说自己是混球连自己的手机费也没付得起

我的白梅和红盒子只能凑在一起演一场默剧.

抱歉我没有办法告诉你

其实我很想你很想找你让你知道我关心

抱歉我没有办法告诉你

我的内心的激动当你信息我说你看了我的部落格

我相信伤口总会复原毕竟是那样的美丽.

道谢也可以很美

2011-01-24T08:11:00.000-08:00

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!

又是一个心里不舒服的日子

漫无目的的生活沉浸在颓废的日子

我不擅长把我的不快乐放在脸上

在很多人心目中可能是优点但是我清楚知道这是个缺点

曾经以为自己的表达能力很不错

但是在面对自己的在乎的人的时候便变得不知所措

刚刚那两通电话一个是朋友一个是爱人

谢谢你们让我觉得我还是活着的

我真的很感激你们但是我好像没有表现出来

你们替我把寂静炸开让我从噩梦惊醒

哎娘喂呀.

可惜我又再次掉入噩梦的魔掌

这几天我都一直在想很多问题

我是不是做错什么了我是不是很样衰我是不是很不体贴我是不是很恶心

我会不会很假我为人是不是很不好我是不是很猥亵我是不是很做作有吗

我是不是不再被溺爱了我是不是不再是你生活的一分子我们有距离了吗

我是不是已经不是那个你会愿意分享生活的人

我是不是很恐怖已经不是第一次这样任性

对不起我也不明白为什么会那样

为什么友情有时候会比爱情拥有更多顾虑

我一直知道自己不是一个好人甚至有资格与坏人同行

就算我真的是恶魔

我想念你了你呢?

她说那叫归属感

2011-01-23T08:58:00.000-08:00

如果够了解就会很清楚

不是不在只是不想在

不再有那种存在感不再有那种归属感

我总是觉得自己不在里面可是我又会慢慢的想起我是幸运的

我说啊我一定是个怪胎永远不能满足

她说啊我一定是个恶魔永远享受孤独

因为我就是我

因为她就是我

如果不是自己与自己对话

我一定不知道有那么多人爱我

我一定不知道有那么多人恨我

因为我很爱我自己我也恨我自己

我总是嫌别人给得不够多

自己又不问问自己能给人家多少

昨天看节目碰见了星云大师

发现他说的话很有道理或许有天我会选择出家

其中有一句深深埋在我心里

我们要活得像太阳一样

从不问地球能给自己什么只是不断地奉献能量

它埋在我心里不是因为我觉得有道理

反之这是一席让我不断思索的话

活得像太阳凡人怎么可能做得到?

活得像太阳凡人的压力且不是很大?

撇开说凡人我自己不断地问我自己有为谁奉献过?

我曾几何时为了某个人奉献而没有在他身上得到过任何东西

答案是没有.

因此我发现我是活在互惠互利的环境里.你呢?

但我依然用我的真心爱每个我爱的人

但是我绝对不会爱不爱我的人

因为我还没有学会牺牲.

I HATE YOU

2011-01-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

Yes, I ~~HATE~~ you when you dump me and said it was my fault.

Yes, I ~~HATE~~ you when you love me but having an affair.

But now, I DIDNT HATE YOU anymore.

Please control your dear and teach her to become more mature.

Leisuremall is public area. Please don't expect that others won't go there.

Thank you so much.

Im fine to be friend with you again.

好想好好爱好想好好写

2011-01-13T23:36:00.000-08:00

原来爱一个人跟写一篇文章

是有渊源的

我发现写文章与爱人都是表面很容易但却很难

你会爱人吗?

爱得轰轰烈烈你能吗?

你会写作吗?

写得感动人心你能吗?

不为什么要轰轰烈烈

不为什么要感动人心

爱一个人跟写作一样

没有太多理由.

原来我喜欢一个人

2011-01-13T23:15:00.000-08:00

今天又是一个不用上课的日子

我不想和人说话我没有和她出去

我从起床到现在

喝了一杯水

看了三部电影

吃了五个三文治

我想念她却不想找她

我想静静的一个人

我没有不开心

只是

没有开心起来的理由

我们都用忙来做借口

我很忙你很忙他很忙

一个人静静的也很忙

忙着在思绪里找寻你的踪影

你会爱情不会

2010-12-27T00:45:00.000-08:00

爱情这堂课. 你从几岁开始学的?
7岁 11岁 14岁 18岁 25岁 33岁 40岁 55岁 67岁 78岁
我发现不管你几岁爱情很难学精
每一个不同的年代每一个不同年龄层每一个不同的社会

不管你要不要不管你喜不喜欢
每个人的感情生活都会有自己的问题
没有人的感情生活是完美的
爱就是那么玄的东西一堆问题环绕着我们
怎样避也避不开而且爱情绝对是因果循环的

对我而言
在感情生活里有几种人是需要避开的

第一种花心大罗卜兼滥情
顾名思义花心大罗卜就是那些见一个爱一个又不舍得放手的人
这些人不只是见一个爱一个还要纠缠着每一个女友不肯放手
这种人对每一个爱的人都会说【你是我的唯一我很爱很爱你】
这种人应该拿去枪毙要不然也可以带他们去忏悔

第二种贪的人
我所指的不只是贪财也贪色而且还对自己的另一半贪心的要求
贪财的是最恐怖避而远之很重要
贪色的是最恶心这种人也比较容易陷入桃色陷阱跟这种人在一起能舒服吗?
对另一半的要求一直贪贪贪这种人很容易吓跑另一半

第三种玩弄感情的人
这种人把感情当作一场又一场的游戏不停地挑战不停地闯关
可是到最后伤害别人也伤自己那又何必呢?
玩弄别人的感情先伤害了人家得到别人的称赞赢了某些赌局
最后所有人都会知道真面目不会再接近最后的输家是自己

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还有很多种坏人
现在很累了下次再说吧
找到一个爱自己自己有爱的人最幸福 :)

Christmas Eve + Wedding dinner

2010-12-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

是的圣诞过完了

一年也快完了我的生日也快到了正式进入18岁了

日子真的过得很快快得有点喘不过气

平安夜从早到晚都与biie在一起

早餐午餐晚餐

我的早餐是她买的zen's greentea cheese cake

好吃♥

她的早餐是我买的麦当当早餐套餐

她说特别好吃♥

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然后我们梳洗准备去THE CURVE看Gulliver's Travels.

值得一看. Rating 8/10.

很多经典对白我们都很喜欢.

看戏吃爆米花还附送牛奶还真是第一次

然后我们去吃 Just dessert

它的[[培根太空包]] 好吃!!

然后我的高跟鞋弄到我的脚痛到爆

伤口很恶心

所以我们就坐下来拍照咯

其中最喜欢这张很久没有拍这样玩玩的照片

然后又是晚餐时间超级多人的很有圣诞气氛

我们在Garden吃晚餐因为我们都觉得那里好吃也不太贵.

Carbonara Spaghetti and Potato salad.很满足.

到时间又要回家啦又是圣诞礼物时间

For her.♥

For me.♥

其实还有一张卡忘记拍下来.

很喜欢她送的东西因为真的是我想要的

而且很有节日气氛 :)

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时间不早了婚礼没有很特别只是这次是自己化妆

不是很美只是不错看罢了所以不想放照片

不过是很开心很有幸福感染力的婚礼

哪个女人不想嫁给自己爱的人哈哈哈哈哈哈

梦想啊离我近些好吗?

最后我真的很喜欢我们的profile picture!!!

晚安大家!!

莫宝贝等着了电话了.♥

.Stay tuned.☺

2010-12-24T08:18:00.000-08:00

.Stay tuned.

Im going to post about my Christmas eve celebration & tomorrow's wedding dinner on Sunday.

♥♥♥

就是会有很多误会

2010-12-23T07:12:00.000-08:00

我没有微博.

我没有twitter.

可是我想说说说说说说

有些话

刺进我的心里

我是不是做错了

对不起

我只是不懂应该怎样

我知道我已经很幸福

我知道我应该有的都有了

我不该奢求
.

我爱你们.